in another 2 hours time, i'm going to take my last paper for my last sem! WOOHOOOO CAN SOMEONE FEEL THE EXCITMENT IN ME (picture above to aid in visualizing haha). of course, not thinking about the fact that i may screw up my compensation paper and repeat one more sem ): ahhhhh *whatever

guess it's time for me to think my next step to life..

so hard to decide when there's not much choice left for me but i'll come out with something,.... AFTER MY GRADUATION TRIP to taiwan which is a lil' less than perfect since eric can't go becos of his stupid passport expiry date. oh wells.. life has to gone on without you then bff ):

okay i shall go shower and prepare for schooool (for the last time) and try to crap something logical out for this paper since i spent less than 3 hours studying for it. all the best to me!

ps: lau isabel elaine must meet up after you guys are done with exams okay, lets go do something crazzy together that we didnt do after our o's! felly we will be waiting for you! quick quick finish your exams!

oh yeah and thanks to Q for taking the effort to write up the previous post for me, bet you guys didnt notice the difference in writing!

jiees, OUTT!

I hate exams. Why school has to be so stressful. Hopefully there's only a few days left I have to bear.

Woooo CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GRADUATING SOON! Very strange feeling, to know that this whole part of my life will soon be over.

It's been been only 1 week since the last class outing at Sakura and school stadium. That day was really full of different emotions, just as if 3 years of common life had come out in one night.

I really miss this BA class of mine, all the good times we had together, the way how so many different people can hang out and have fun all together. Soon we will all go different ways, but I will always remember the funny moments, the crazy project rushes, and overall how this class put more happiness in my daily life for those 3 years.

BA class, all the best for exams! Love & miss y'all !






































Edit : 1 week before graduation trip can't wait!!!

The holidays are here, just a short one before i get into full swing for exams and projects ):

I really like holidays but for once, i'm kinda upset because so many of my classmates/friends are overseas! but for some reason i'm loving this semester becos my class is so fun and for once (maybe becos it's the last sem) we are all united and excited about class activities... well hopefully more class bbq, activities sooooon! (:





Red day for class BA!



Class BBQ at Pasir Ris Park
i<3myclassmates! 



Darren's housewarming which i spent the entire time lazing in his bed becos it was so big and comfy

Preparing for jolie's early birthday surprise and meetup before the guys leave for their holiday















the rest can be found in FB!

*jason if you're reading this, thanks for your advice on you-know-what. Everything seems ok now (: ask me out ok! for table tennis (:

tagged by eatsomemuffins

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
HA! i dont know, so far no one's worth the wait yet.

2. What do you want to do now?
Make the pimples on my face disappear

3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
uhm its 11.28pm now. Tmr i should be meeting the rest for dinner?

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
no. but sometimes they do make me angry (:

5. Where do you wish to die?
i dont know, never thought of that.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
OF COURSE.

7. What impossible things you wish to do?
mmmm not that adventurous to think of any YET.

8. Your darkest secret?
hahah uhm, erm, uh, dont have?

9. Are you happy with your life now?
I guess so, since its term break, i better be.

10. What if your crush asked you out?
i'll ask him, eh you like me ah? HA

11. Describe your other half.
She's beautiful, understanding and loves me for who i am (: she's my ah jie!

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
inferior complex, jealousy?

13. What will you do if you fall in love w your best guy/girl friend
mmm HAHAHA OK that's pretty funny. can't really imagine but i must be too desperate for a BF. & thankfully that will probably never happen cos i'm happy with my status now!

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

15. The most important thing in your life.
my family & friends! & you & you & you and everyone else.

16. Who do you hope to always be there for you?
Those who love me for who i am.

17. Do you find life meaningless?
sometimes, when i'm slogging my ass off for tests and projects.

18. Who do you love the most?
tough question... my family, my friends! God! I LOVE THEM ALLLLLLL!

19. The craziest thing(s) you ever did.
i think i'm too crazy to think that anything i do will be crazy enough. get it?

20. What's your greatest wish?
hee to live a happy life! yes!

21. Do u love ice cream?
- OMG I'M CRAVING FOR IT NOW. scary. and yeah what a random question, bestf!

i like (:

its so sad to hear you say that things have changed, but maybe it did you never really told me so i'd never know.

another end to a week for me. i survived through this whole shitty week and i finished everything on my to-do list, or at least i hope. Handed in WHP project, done and over with E&I ICA and got my application for the internship done so last minute but i'm really glad its all over. BUT end of this week = start of another shittier week. 3 tests and one project deadline ):

school's been the same or maybe not. dont wanna think about it for too much like i've not enough things on hand to worry about. Mid-school crisis la must be. oh wells im just get over and done with it and i'm out of here, for sure. somehow, now i feel like i really want this internship i just need a pattern interruption in my one very mundane life. must be feeling alil' down after reading some book in my toilet; journey to the... forgot what but its about this Singaporean being the first asian to conquer mt. everest! and i thought it was supposed to be inspiring..?

its alright, everything's gonna be ok.
gtg go sleep now need energy to bring me through another long day.
goodnight to all.

ps public entry just to show that my life isn't just all about smiles and laughter. i have things to worry about too and i do worry of cos, besides laughing and being the very cheerful me all the time.

 

nothing much, <3 this picture.


 

Urgh, i dont feel look any tanner!

fine i shall wait for bestf to make her way here.

sorry its a damn redundant post

just to tell you guys im still alive (:

(Took this off a website, my view from where we sat, just that it was 100 times better in real.)

This has to be the nicest, most romantic place I've ever been to in my life, oh and not to forget the highest. I spent the most wonderful night with my Bestest friends on the 70th floor.

You guys can check the place out, it's at Equinox, City space.
& guys, it's reaaaallly the best place to propose, so R what are you waiting for!
C this is for you!

Pictures on my 19th next post (:

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ps: double happiness on the 3rd of April. My cousin's baby Lucas was born yesterday. I love you babyLucas, and i'm glad we can celebrate our birthdays together starting from next year (:

pss: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOGONG (: i'm officially one day older than you, thanks for loving me and thanks for being the best laogong in the entire world! I'll never forget how much we've went through together. I love you too <3 i miss styling your hair.

psss: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, JUNE! You're lucky to have the same birthday as me (: hope you enjoyed the chalet.

Joanna Wang - The best mistake I've ever made.

One step too far all at once I’m falling,
Just like a star, I'm burning for you
Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way
I guess that was my first mistake.

Cause suddenly I’m walking down a dark street to your door
Wanting you is driving me insane and now my feet are standing
Where they’ve never stood before
Guided by a twist of fate.

But if i lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight, wrong or right
I won’t be afraid cause even if my heart should break
You’d be the best mistake I ever made.

I’m in your room, now there’s no denying
What’s in your eyes when I look at you
Two shadows talking but they don’t make a sound
Words have lost their meaning now.

And the air has turned electric now I know the time is right
To put myself into your hands and suddenly I’m shaking
As your fingers touch my skin
I don’t need to understand.

And if tomorrow proves me wrong
I swear I don’t belong
I know I’ll carry on.

So I will lose myself and bare my soul
Take this chance cause heaven knows
I’m so far gone, my choice is made
And even if my heart should break

I’ll always say
You’re the best mistake i ever made.

<3 teehee

Happy birthday Jason Tang Yi De! Firstly, i cant believe you're turning 19 before me because you're still like a 6 year old kid to me : 0

Anyways, i just want to thank you for being there for me all the time, through MSC, BSU and finally classical. I can say that we've been through a lot together, mostly it was laughing non stop but we've been through difficult times together as well. When you got scolded in IM for coming up to Valueshop too often to play, and the projects we had in classical and people who gave us problems. You're probably my closest friend in school and thanks for always being so straightforward&truthful with your comments&advises about Lan Ni ):

HAHAH & i'm sorry for all the times that i was having PMS and quarrelled with your over MSN. HAHAHA you're the first guy friend that made me cry because of some stupid argument (if you still remember....?). & i just want to let you know that for as long as you're going to be my friend, you'll need to tolerate my nonense and PMS, but i guess you're used to it already, so there you go,.... i'm training you to be a good husband in future!

SEEYOU TOMORROW! (:


MSC


BSU


Classical

there's something i need to confess, i think i didnt even run more than 2.4km today and i'm feeling like crap now. dead tired and drained!,oh maybe i did run more than 2.4km cos i ran across the soccer field a few times to catch up with the guys minus jason. running feels damn good especially when you find the right people to do it with (: played a really long game (or what it seemed to me) of captain's ball with the eldc people, dont really know them but it was all good and fun i had to leave early to meet someone and  my beloved latte. basket, i didnt get to see my no.7 jersey guy ))": x 1000000 & no thanks to kenneth for shouting his jersey no. across the soccer court, NOT obvious at all. and wayne, you suck so badly at captain's ball and andrew surprised me with his gooooooood ball catching skills.

i made a damn big commotion on the train because there was this huge ass bug on the back of the guy sitted beside me. OMG, i totally jumped out of my seat and laughed so hard i felt my legs go weak and wobbly hahaha. i think school's getting better but i'm not having high hopes it'll get any better since tests (on many many frickin chapters) are all coming at once, real soon. playing tennis with the guys this fri *note to self: get  back my racquet from jon asap. i dont really feel like going for driving tomorrow cause i'm afraid i might burst out laughing at hao lai chi xing and cirquee. i guess only joanne and isabel know what i'm talking about but someone please tell me how to stop myself from laughing when he says it! hao lai man che HAHAHAH

okkk im going back to my zesty vinaigrette tuna, not a big fan of seafood, not a fan of fish at all but this is heavenly (: and it makes me want to sing, fly me to the moon and let me sway among the stars.... *twinkle.

alrighttttttttt
<3 no clubbing till the cow comes home, i'm sorry. 
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oh right! talking about clubbing, i wanna go clubbing in taiwan! fel's brother went clubbing over there and he saw CHEN BO LIN! omg how cool is that, you tell me HUH! sooooooo much cooler than seeing daren in phuture -.- but then again, maybe you need to be famous/popular to get to see the famous.
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OMG someone (secret) just called me and he/she told me something really........
 -.- cannot take it. omggg cannot, its just ILLEGAL!
gn bb

hello people
taking some time off from studying. noo actually i'm not even studying, i'm just wasting my time writing notes. oh wells. pretty sure i'm not gonna do well for today's test so i better work a lil' harder for tommorow's one. stupid steven woke me up while i was trying to get some sleep so i can stduy tonight but since bestf was there as well (: met them for dinner, my yummy chwee kuehs and tao kwar poks (??). i'm currently learning how to appreciate fishes and i dont really like talking to them cause they seem to ignoring me most of the time ):

was talking to A earlier about his cannot-really-make-it relationship. and i'm really amused by the kind of excuses someone can come up with, for eg; i dont like the kinda music you listen to & i think your blog's too girly! err okkkk? all the funny stories I get to hear from different people and how they handle them. hee how interesting (definitely more interesting than talking to fishes). anyways there's been this common topic we've been discussing about in school and i dont really agree with the way things are becoming. yeah i'm open-minded about it but not taking things for granted, definitely. shant comment so much since i'm not directly affected or an active participant of it. HAHAHA alright, i shall get back to studying writing notes.

goodnight all.

ps/ i want it back, return it to me NOW! you cant have it for so long! idiot. go find another one yourself! btw, you dont deserve it so....

i know i'm probably the slowest person in the entire universe to talk about 881 now. but i really have to applaud royston for his movie and his choice of music/SINGERS!! i love ngak i love ngak <3 and i never knew he could sing in chinese (: samsy this is for you too!